Thursday, March 19, 2009

Suffering & Painfull



*THE DRIP*

okay ~ as u can see up there !! this thing been sticking to me for like 3 days ~ and its hurt !!

how come this thing actually stick into my hands is becos that day i when i go to work..i have this ear block from the pressure on air.So of cos u will try hard to make it get out of there.but i fail from getting rid those damn pressure you see.so it get deeper n more painfull instead.really feeling like fainting !

but thank god ,i get to drive back home all alone safely with my ear pain !! when i got home,my mom told me that my face look like a tomato..is like im out of O2 !! so my mom of cos got nervous due to my ear pain n im crying like a baby ~!! so in that moment,my parent was in pyjamas.after 1 second,there are in their casual wear..and being sp busy goin to the bank n take money and bring me to SMC straight away!

approximately bout 7pm,i reach SMC emergency department receiving treatment.and that my ear totally cant hear anything n im still in pain ! so doctor took some equipment,and see inside of my ear,and said that "it is not only pressure that simple,the pressure is more than you expect and it has effected my ear drum" from there i tot i was goin to be deaf ! feel so empty that time.then the doctor otld me that he gonna give me injection.as u guys know,my biggest fear in life is INJECTION!! i don like injection ~ whenever i knw im gonna get injection, i will for sure cry like a kiddo.anyhow,the doctor took out this horrible drip thinggy as above.and say wanna "cucuk" into my vain !! i was like WHAT?!! then the doctor said he have no choice.cos if i don take injection,my ear will getting more n more painfull.and i will be suffering more.! one thing shock me is , after he inserted this drip into my vain.i tot ,he only going to give me 1 injection.but when i look at him giving me inhection that time.total injection i got is 6 INJECTION!!! and all is those BIG BIG ones !! and of cos after the injection,i will get dizzy and tired.so i was on the bed for like 3 hrs ~ and got home about 10pm++..

i was supposed to admitted in the hospital becos i have this drip attached with me.but somehow,some misunderstanding happen...i got home instead of staying overnight in the hospital.

as u can see the drip being attached to me 3 days meaning to say i have tog o back to the doctor to continue injection for 3 days !! all is like 10ml..damn long n damn big.today is the 3rd day ~ i went for injection this morning,but the nurse come and say that my vain is red n is swollen.so cant use back the hole to inject and have to "cucuk" another hand with the drip which is my right hand tho.so total up,i have 2 hole in my both hand.its painfull again !!!!

right after the injection,all my drip drip stuff being remove from my hand ~ i feel better from carrying this dripping stuff together with me to bath ~ sleep ~ to pee and so on.so uncomfortable plus once again ~ITS PAINFULL~

guess what ~ haha..my mom been bathing for me for 2days !! hahaha...shy shy ** but i have no choice !! hand don have energy plus the drip n my ear cant touch or been wet by water.

lastly,no worry..im fine now ~!! just my hearing for the left side is still blur blur and this few days feel so headache n dizzy ..maybe that the side effect of the medicine,it made me vomit everyday ~!!

i wish i can hear back as per normal again as soon as possible.cos im still afraid that i will become deaf or cannot hear 100% again.i don wanna hear so blur blur ...still feel so scary ~~

and ROL member ~ thanks for all the support and prayer,im so touch and once again thanks to mandy n yen yen drop by to visit me ! so nice of u guys ~!!

-I LOVE YOU MUMMY,and all those ppl who loves me-

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