I need Miracle

Am i in bad luck condition or what ?? Since the day i graduated , i haven start flying yet...

have not even been assigned to fly yet...what happenned rostering dept ?? my housemate 3 of them has started been assigned to fly...i feel damn sad n down...

do i have a face problem until they don even wanna assigned me for a flt !! sigh.....

on the 8th im goin back to malaysia dy...still hoping for the best !! hopefully,tomoro when i check on my aims , i will be assigned at least 1 flight please !! just one !!

i don wanna stay at home alone !! i feel so sad whenever i check my schedule , and im not been assigned anything...!! when i look at my housemate they all getting ready for work, im so envy them..

i miss flying so much !! i don see any purpose of getting 1st in the class ! it is like no use at all !! what the conpany said is totally a bullshit !! said priority for the top 3..

i feel like slapping them...but still hoping for the best untill now...crossing finger pray hard...hopefully there will be a turn around flt for me on the 7th ~

no allowance , no money !! feel so down !!

dear lord, pls grant me my wish !! amen ~~